
It’s the worst day of the year:
the little things aren’t enough
to hold a person here.

It’s the worst day of the year:
the little things aren’t enough
to hold a person here.

Transient love is like a sun
Self-sustaining, reliable, there
A lighthouse you don’t know is on
A fluorescent road marker, silent guide
A middle eight that makes the song
Suns burn up and slowly die
Lasting love is like a fire

I’ve climbed the red plastic summit slide, crowded high, and I’m realising now I’ve never known how low was low
Chattering children frenzied below
tired feet in tatty shoes, all seem to know
I don’t want a life that defaults to no
just exiting via the entry stairs, and so
I’ll follow my heart, hands on the sides, and go

One problem replaces another;
I feel the universe
plating my armour
Here’s a lesson in patience:
You sit alone in a barren field,
but one day hope will shine a sunny star on you so bright you’ll come alive

The trees know they have to endure
wind that rips bark and branch apart
The leaves exploding down
twisting circling down
sap exposed dripping down
The air reeks for days afterward
burning nose watering eyes
burning incense mourning ritual
smoke clouds drifting up up up
We’re doing the best we can